Hmm.. it's been a long time eh?

Seriously, things have been a little chaos around here.. 

A sudden information that almost choke me to a scary death ! ( ignore me.. I'm exaggerating =)

My very FIRST debate tournament is next week.. and I thought it's gonna be next month !

And I have this symposium stuffs to be done !

Ahh ! For the first time I think I'm busier than the PM ! (exaggerating..again!)

I'm not done yet! 

We have extra classes almost every single day !

Huh.. I should be losing at least 5 kilos by now.. Hehe..

Plus.. I just knew that I'm hated a lot ! 

and more !

My umi and walid came yesterday..

Ah.. what a relief !

I tried very hard not to cry..

I really don't want my tears give them trouble,

I hate seeing them worrying about me,

So I tried, (it's not easy !)

To be as cool as possible,

But moms know best,

She knew and I failed,

This tiny drops of rain can't be hold back any longer..

I blurted out.. let this whole thing go..

Kakak,

That is what my mom said..

And debuddies [ yana, wawa, dijah, alya, iffah., mawaddah ] you guys are extremely super duper mega AWESOME ! Thanks a lot..

You know, there're moments that a loner like me would say.. "Hey, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.. and thank you for that.." and I just said that yesterday and I would love to say it again.. 

p/s : Thank you Allah ! For the great parents and awesome friends !