My friends would probably be in the 'prep class', squeezing their brains, trying their hardest to stay awake while facing those books full with small writings that sometimes act like a lullaby putting them half asleep at time like this. The one who can't stand the battle may have dozed off on the books... =]

Good luck girls! You know that mujahadah is bitter only to make our success taste much sweeter ! So stay strong, darls!

As for me..

I'm back home, sitting on my red couch, facing the laptop, and my fingers are dancing on the keypad. 

Feeling relieved to get a 3-day medical leave from the doctor. Love you doc ! =p

And why is that?

I got this contagious eyesore on my right eye. Itchy and irritating ! + TWO ulcers are settling comfortably on my tongue.. 

But...

Despite all the pains...

I have this sudden thought..

On why Allah gave these to me.

My eyes had seen something they shouldn't..

So Allah gave them a little 'pinch' so that they, so that I realized..

I did something wrong..

And I have to correct it..

My mouth blurted out thousands of words it shouldn't..

So Allah sent the twin ulcers,

So that I reduce saying out all the unnecessary things..

Allah wants to tell me..

I did something wrong..

And I have to do something bout it.

He's actually giving me a chance..

A chance to see..

A chance to realize..

I've done something that are not right in the eyes of Allah..

And he's giving me a chance..

To change..

To correct..

To repent..

Before I go further astray..

Before everything is too late..

Every pain that Allah gives, must has a hidden worthy 'diamonds' behind it.

It's just us who couldn't see it or we chose not wanting to see it..

Coz we're too busy with the pains till we don't care about the diamonds.

Chill =]

p/s : At home. Scared to think that mid-year-exam is just around the corner but glad to be home coz I don't have to get involve with the tiring weekly inspection. =] Huhu.. To my dorm mates.. its okay, u get the whole next week to ask me to deal with the daily dorm duties ( its triple D ! ) =]