S E R E N I T Y

Done !

Huh..

In The Name of Allah, The Most Gracious.

It's been a long time since I posted in this blog..

Tonight's post is something that would change my life..

Forgetting the past..

Setting up a goal for me..

Letting me to work extra hard for it..

No matter what comes in my way..

I'll bring it down to the ground..

Then----> Bulls eye ! ( InshaAllah )

A lot of things had been happening lately.. ( I really do mean a lot ! )

Unexpected things, things that never ever ever, even for one second, had been pictured in my mind before.

Things that got me grew up a lot more,

Things that toughened this weakling,

Things that made me realized,

All the other great things around me, that I'd never even cared about it before.

All the worst things that could had happen in one's life.

I learnt it all,

When I faced these 'things'.

When people with problems met me, saying that they can't take it anymore, arguing about their fates,

I'll just say, everybody will face black moments in their lives, it's just the matter of when and how..

I'll say that without any real feelings aligned with my words..

Now, not anymore..

Even Allah said this in the holy Quran :

" Do men think they will be left alone saying, "We believe", and that they will not be tested? We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false." [29:2-3]

Dush, smacked on the head !

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So, Miss Ace.. just don't be too worry, don't waste your time mourning and weeping over what had happened, move on with your life hunn !

Once, it felt like impossible ! This problem seemed to be humongous ! So huge till I just can't stand it anymore. Felt like giving up. Crying non-stop with all the veins felt like strangled in the brain. Haywire ! It felt worst till I just can't describe it in words or even numbers !
But I realized, Allah is always here listening to my weep. Then one person reached my hand, hugged me and made me felt as comfortable as ever.. and there's another hand, and another, and another till I realized, I have a lot of people trying to keep me standing..
Some people that I'm not even aware of their existence.. ( selfish I am..)

and now, here I am.. standing stronger than ever, with their 'hands' pushing my back and their 'melodies' playing in my mind.

Hey Cik Alia, those kids in Palestine, think of them !
I'm too focused on my problems, till I can't see that other people are facing bigger problems than I am (O Allah, please help them.)

I'm moving on. Finding new strength in a new place. They will not be by my side, but they will always be in my heart. Whether they are sincere or not, I just don't care.

Sincerity is something between that person and Allah, unseen by the angels, unknown by the shaytan. -someone in facebook-

Thanks a lot darls.. Appreciate it, so bad.

Well, Miss Ace, pin these in your mind :
-Love all, trust a few.
-Let people talk.
-Live with Allah's perception.
-Forgive and forget.
-Sincere ( the hard one, but 'm totally sure you're capable of doing it ! )
-Move on and work it out !
-Turn to Allah, darl. He's always there.

Quoted from Prof. Dr. Muhaya ( I love her ! )

Buat sesuatu bukan untuk tunjuk hebat,
Tapi untuk beri manfaat.

Do something to benefit others, not to show how great you are =] (smacked on the head..again)

Salaam.

p/s : To the most special them who will always be my inspiration, I love you no matter what you think of me. For what you've done to me, I just can't thank enough and I'm sorry as a human being who does mistakes, always.
This post is created specially for me, I'm not nagging out the voice within me, just trying to inspire myself, and if this this inspires you too, all praises to Allah =]

Miss Ace, The Almighty chooses you to face this, be grateful, you are the chosen one !
Miss Ace, Ikhlas !