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A L I A S O L E H 
| It's NOW or NEVER In The Name of Allah. Inhale. Exhale. Fuhh. Okay. Kept this blog private. Once. I wasn't ready. Feel like I'm not good enough. Feel like my writings are not worth to be read by anyone except me. Negative thoughts. Now. Ameen. Seriously, When you thought that everything will be fine, and it doesn't turn out like that, I'm pretty much broken. Pissed off. Tired. Kept thinking, why is this happening to me. I'm just going to settle in what I thought as a whole new world for me. A whole new environment. Making a fresh start. Moving towards a glory end. Everything seems to be so perfect at first. Gosh, I can almost see the light there. But, Suddenly, Everything turns dark. The light that I saw once, seemed to be vanished. I'm tired of what people are saying about me. I'm tired of facing the loss of my loved one. ( Kakak miss you Nemo ) Tired of everything that's happening in my life right now. Truly am. Thought that I couldn't take it anymore. "What do they want from me?" "I've suffered enough !" "Why me?" In this kind of crucial time, ( I'll be sitting for SPM in less than a month ! ) I should be focusing 100%ly on my studies. But, this ugly thoughts keep circling my mind. Dude ! You gotta  Okay, done with all the heart-pouring session. Now, lets change the air here. ( Well, the music really is not helping ) My dear Miss Ace, Get over it would you? Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you or make you happy =] Don't think about it. Those people will keep talking even when they lose their voice ( Don't ask me how =] ) Trials will always come. Shift all the negative thoughts with SUPER-POSITIVE one. Think this one might help, It's far more dangerous to be praised than condemned =D -Prof Dr Muahaya- and, One most important thing dear, It's okay if people don't like you. Cause you don't live to serve them. Chase to be the ace in front of Allah's eyes and everything will be perfectly fine. Trust me. and, Please please please be yourself. Pretending is tiring. As long as you abide the shariah, nothing is wrong with that. You are special by just being the real you. =] When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you. - Lao Tzu- Haha. Okay, I still think we need to compete in certain circumstances to get ourselves better and who cares if people don't respect you ! Nope. Joking. Surely I'll love to get people respect me the right way. and, Remember when you think that nobody is actually there for you. You're WRONG ! Allah's there for you. Always. You're the one who don't constantly remember him. Whenever the path felt like constricted, only then you'll raise your hand to ask from him. For every setback, Allah has a comeback. For every trouble, he sets you double. -TudungPeople, Facebook-  Plus, umi and walid are always there. You know how much they've done for you. They are priceless and be grateful to Allah for he blessed you with them.  Miss Ace, Instead of grieving in every trouble, why don't you be grateful for every blessings He gave. Trust me, you'll have no time to be sad on anything unimportant ! Your trials are incomparable to those who actually suffered more than you. and, The most ULTIMATE and IMPORTANT thing. 
YOU !
Every test in our life makes us bitter or better. Every problems comes to make us or break us. The choice is ours whether we become VICTIM or VICTOR. -TudungPeople, Facebook-and I chose to be a VICTOR ! Let's get it going now. There's no time to turn back. Move on. Do it for the sake of Allah and your parents. You'll be surprise with the outcome. Guaranteed. InshaAllah. Allahumma Ameen. ##Ikhlas, Miss Ace. Everything happens for a reason. ##I wrote this for me ( I'm pretty good at talking to myself ) and if this inspires you too, all praises to Allah. ##Really have to learn a lot more ! ##Trying to be more mature. Haha, expressed it through this blog. Thanks Anonymous. ##To the thief that broke my house on my birthday, Allahummahdika. ##To Nemo, who is resting peacefully with Angah and Achik, I love you dear. So much. Meet me in my dreams. Miss you. Badly. ##For every wrongdoing, I'm sorry. ##Barakallah. |
