S E R E N I T Y

This Is It.

Bismillah.

Dear Lord, the one who holds the key to my heart, the one who will always be there no matter what, may this moment becomes the moment that I'll change myself with your love.

Ameen.

Sebagai warganegara Malaysia yang berbangsa Melayu + Arab sikit + Siam sikit ( haha.. okay. ), maka marilah kita menulis entri kali ini dalam Bahasa Malayu pula. (okay, campur-campur)

SPM. Baru selesai jawab 4 kertas. 7 to go. Moga Allah beri yang terbaik.
Ameen.

As usual, my post would always be for me.
I'm not that good enough to tell people what's good or bad.
What's right or wrong.
But, if you guys can actually get something from this. Praise to Allah.

I guess, it is true that we just can't help ourselves but to be shoved to the bad things. We tend to be forgetful. Why ?

When we're in need of something. Allah.
When we're in the midst of trouble. Allah.
When you desperately need someone to help you in your exam. Allah.
When you're doomed to dust. Allah.

but,

When everything seems to be following your way. ??.
When you're at the highest peak of your success. ??.
When you're in peace of mind. ??.
When everything is perfect. ??.

I'm not saying it's one of you. But I think it's happening to most of us.
Especially..

Me.

Sometimes,

I feel tired. Exhausted.
You know this moment when you're all fired up to be a better person and then that spirit last for two days the longest and you're back to the same old person again.

Allah, seriously. It's frustrating.

But but but.

Here's the thing.

Umi always told me that..

Nak jadi hamba Allah yang beriman, kena tahan ujian.

Okay. sayang umi ketat-ketat.

Gulp. Super true. How can you expect to be in one of the mukminin when you're not tested. ( angkat kening )

It's hard.
No doubt.

But dear, (I'm talking to myself now)
You can.
See, Allah sparks this kinda feeling inside you know.
Alhamdulillah.

OKAY !

Here's my plan.
Hope it works.

In order to make this spirit lasts long..

Whenever you open up youtube, search for Islamic songs and those motivational ones before you search for those korean songs.

Limit my time on watching entertainment programs. Not beneficial.

Whenever I'm bored, I'll do a lot of zikr.

I'll do the qiyamullail.

I'll not spill out anything unnecessary from my mouth.

I'll control my anger.

I'll do my prayer on time.

I'll always read something that will trigger or spark this spirit whether it's online or on paper or on the wall. Anywhere.

I'll never complain on my life anymore.

I'll always husnuzhaan with people.

I'll forgive everyone.

I'll read the quran and the ma'thurat daily.

I'll start to refresh my memory on those surahs I've memorized.

I'll add up my knowledge more on Islam and stuffs going on around the world.

I'll try to help those in need.

I'll not care about what people think of me if I'm doing the right thing.

I'll cherish my umi and walid all the time. Will not pull my face away from them.

I'll do everything for the sake of Allah.

I'll thinK before I act and talk.

This is a promise.

Do pray for me.
May we're always in His blessings.

Ameen Ya Rabb.